I also played golf with the swim team last night. For those who don't know, golf is a drinking game where you split into eight or so teams and each team makes a drink. Then you go around to people's rooms and drink all the fun drinks. It's basically a great way to get wasted in a short period of time for cheap. Ignoring the fact that I probably consumed a shitton of calories from all the alcohol and mixers, it was a fantastic night.
But then, after golf ended, I went to the campus bar and hung out with some friends. This is where it gets hazy, since I was so wasted. I think I dared two girls (who are both gay or bi already) to kiss each other, and I said that if they kissed, then I would kiss both of them. Keep in mind, I have a boyfriend, but before we started dating (which was almost two years ago), I was a lesbian. He is an exception to my lesbianism. So I kissed these two girls. And these girls are girls I see all the time and have classes with. And to make matters worse, I told one of the girls about my ED. She isn't going to tell anyone, but WHY DID I DO THAT?? I am so confused. Also, to make thing even worse, I like her. I woke up this morning and realized that I still want to kiss her. This is a disaster.
Also, Ke$ha is amazing. D-I-N-O-S-A, U R a dinosaur, D-I-N-O-S-A, U R a dinosaur, an O-L-D-M-A-N, you're just an old man, hitting on me, What? You need a CAT scan!
I love Ke$ha.
I'm sorry for this post. I am so lost right now.