Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Spring Day

Keira Knightley is so hot....

So today was Spring Day at school, but I didn't end up doing many of the activities. I basically spent half my day in the gym, working my butt off for two hours. That doesn't sound like the whole day, I know, but I didn't wake up until 10 am, and then there's also the time it takes to shower after the gym, etc. I did the elliptical for 45 minutes, the stationary bike for 45 minutes, and lifted weights/did sit-ups for 30 minutes. It was a great workout, but I was sooo tired afterward! And in other good news - I lost three pounds since Monday! Right now I'm at 182, which puts me below my previous recent low weight (which was 183). So I'm super excited and hoping that this means that I'm back on track. I decided that I will reward myself for not slipping up and bingeing/eating the wrong things by allowing myself to have ice cream on Friday if I have been good that week. This week I have not been good, so no ice cream, but maybe next week. Ok, so here is what I ate today:

- Breakfast: None
- Lunch: Rice (50) and carrots (50)
- Dinner: Rice (50), mixed fruit (25) and carrots (25)
Total calories: 200

That's pretty good. I had an incident with some chips last night while I was drunk/high (weed always makes me hungry, so I probably should have avoided it, but whatever). I don't think I will be drinking for the rest of the semester and the summer, because a) there are way too many calories in alcohol, and b) I tend to eat or do stupid shit when I'm drunk. So the next time I drink will probably be the first weekend of the fall semester.

Today I was sitting on the ground waiting for friends, and when they came over, I got up quickly, and I almost passed out. I get lightheaded sometimes and spots intrude upon my visual field, but this time they almost covered it entirely. Is this bad? I don't really want to be passing out, because that would alert people to my eating disorder.

Well, I didn't get nearly enough homework done today, so I should do some of that. Ok, here's some thinspo!


  1. Wow what an amazing work out ! And congrats on being 182 :) Im really proud of you :)

  2. You ate really well today! =]
    I get spots too alot x.x Kinda freaky?

  3. Yah, the spots freak me out, especially when they are really bad.