A journey through eating disorder and self-injury recovery, one second at a time...
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Not doing so well...
Feeling self-destructive. I binged and purged tonight. That's something I haven't done in months. I also started smoking today... as if my throat needed any more torture.
I hope everyone is doing better than me :) Stay strong.
hey girly, sometimes u need to do the destructive shit to psychologically purge whatever you're feeling. i've been there, i'm still there. questions is why do u feel that way?
i hope being destructive helped in it's demented way.
If you are interested in recovery, visit this site. Recovery is possible, if you are ready and you want to work at it. You can also always email me and I can help you out.
Here are some coping strategies to avoid using your ED behaviors:
Good luck! I'm always here for you if you need anything.
Email address
If you ever need anything, please don't hesitate to email me at:
thinneristhewinner1@gmail.com
About Me
22 years old, graduate student in social work, recovering from EDNOS. I was bulimic in high school and recovered successfully. I relapsed in February 2010, and began recovery again in August 2010. I also struggle with depression and self-injury. But despite these things, I'm trying my best at recovery, and taking it one step at a time.
Hope you wake up & have a better day!
ReplyDeleteThat ice cream looks lethal.
ReplyDelete*Hugs*
hey girly, sometimes u need to do the destructive shit to psychologically purge whatever you're feeling. i've been there, i'm still there. questions is why do u feel that way?
ReplyDeletei hope being destructive helped in it's demented way.
I'm sorry :( I know you'll pick it back up tomorrow! xoxo
ReplyDelete*BIG HUGS* I hope you feel better soon, i'm here for support and ranting love.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your comment honey, it was lovely. As you said, You'll get back on track my lovely, i know you will. Believe in yourself :)
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