Wednesday, June 2, 2010


I have such an annoying headache today... I woke up with it yesterday morning, and it continued (despite medication, which usually works for me) all throughout yesterday. I took some more ibuprofen this morning at like 3 am when it got really bad, but it was still there when I woke up. It got progressively worse all day, and now I feel like death. I stopped taking ibuprofen, since it's obviously not working, but my boyfriend's parents offered me some Excedrin Migraine about 30 minutes ago to see if that would help. I don't know if it's a migraine, since it's not that bad, but it does make me feel nauseated. All I want to do is sleep. After I post this, I'm going to curl up in my bed and read until I fall asleep. No TV for me tonight (unless the headache  magically goes away, which I doubt it will). Once I had a continuous headache for a whole month, so I really hope that that isn't happening again!

Here is what I ate today:
- Breakfast: None
- Lunch: Yogurt (100), 14 baby carrots (35), and 20 grapes (60)
- Dinner: Grilled cheese sandwich (440, ugg)
Total calories: 635

I have got to start skipping lunch so that I can afford to eat dinner! I can never avoid higher calorie dinners, because I don't want my boyfriend's (therapist) mothers to get suspicious.

I lost two pounds this morning! I won't tell you my weight, but it's still above 175 unfortunately. Once I get back to 175, I will post my weight again. It shouldn't take too long. Today at lunch, there was birthday cake for a coworker's birthday... I hate cake. I mean, I love cake, but I HATE CAKE. It sat in the front office (where I work) ALL FUCKING DAY (I said "fuck" just for you, Madz), and it was staring at me the whole time, saying "Eat me, please! Just one bite. You know you want me!" It was horrible. I hate birthdays. And tomorrow it's someone else's birthday at the office, so there might be MORE cake. Ahhh!!!!

On another, rant-y note, I am really annoyed at my boss. I was hired by my workplace to do counseling with children with autism. But am I doing that? NO. I still haven't done any in-home training, and I've been working at the office for a month. My boss is super, super flaky. She is really busy all the time, and keeps forgetting to schedule me for in-home training. It's not that I don't like working in the front office and filing, but I want to do the job I was hired for! Also (although I know that this shouldn't matter that much), I get paid WAY less when I work in the front office. I only get paid minimum wage ($7.25 per hour) when I work in the front office, but if I was doing my autism job I would get paid $8.50 per hour. I WANT MY MONEY, GODDAMMIT! Grr. I really need this money, because I am studying abroad in Australia during spring semester, and at the present moment I am $4,000 short. I will probably make $4,000 this summer, but only if I actually start doing my autism job. See what I mean?

I hate cake. I love you all! Stay strong :)

1 comment: