Gone for the weekend

Hey everyone! Today was pretty awful. I am an emotional mess, and I don't really know why. I'm angry, upset, depressed, and a bunch of other things. It sucks. I just want to go to sleep and not wake up.

My eating has been alright so far, only 170 calories, but I haven't eaten dinner yet. After dinner, my boyfriend and I are leaving to go to his parent's cabin for the weekend. No internet, in the middle of the woods. I don't want to go, but I am humoring him because he will be leaving in a week to go to his summer language intensive thing.

I feel like bingeing, I hope I don't. Sorry guys, I don't know what else to say...
Stay strong.
I'll post again on Sunday night or Monday.